Tuesday, July 30th

It's 1am and I can't sleep, i've been pacing around my room for the past 2 days. My frustration continues to boil because I have so much energy but i can't put it anywhere. All my focus has been rendered down to nothing. I was never a good student but now it is so much more debilitating. I could sleep easily but if I do, the cycle will continue and the days will keep being lost. I am desperate and seething, staying awake to do this is the only thing that will help contain me.